2009-04-08
has been a crazy week at work. budget delivered online today.
tonight my mom called me to tell me she suspects my grandfather will die this week. I am torn between calling there to have a strange one-sided conversation, and not calling at all. I get very anxious just thinking about calling. But also, I feel like I should not be letting anxiousness keep me from calling. But also I just feel sad.
My grandpa is awesome. I love him and his electrical engineering brain and his jaunty sense of humor and his tallness and kindness.