2006-04-30
If I survive this week it will be a miracle. I know I'll come out alive, but it is hard to believe that at this moment. SKOOL WORK makes me dumb. My one presentation was dealt a blow by the apparent interest on the part of my project partner in more than WORK. Which is irritating, to say the least. I would appreciate it if he would just do his 1/2 of the project (and let's be honest here, his 20% of the project, because I have already done a tonload of work on it) without trying to annoy/confuse/seduce me over japanese food and wine in strange neighborhoods. Then failing to produce that promised 20% of his work by due date. Further IRKING IRKING IRKING me.
SLS & I went to a co-housing meeting tonight which basically fufilled all my stereotypes about the sort of people who are attracted to these notions. I am a terrible person. I will probably spend eternity in a meeting by consensus 7th circle of hell. Which is why I never stick with radical politics that involves consensus. I haven't the attention span for any of it. I would rather stay home and argue honestly with myself than couch my opinions and moods in group agreements.